get out of bed feeling dead another day gotta pray Keep on pushing always hurting things are boring anxiety florin feel alone accident prone every step makes me moan shit so hard it hurts my bones stuck ups just leave me the fuck alone hate my life not gonna lie I have dark thoughts of suicide ptsd Bugging me sometimes brings me to my knees I also deal with co-dependency I need some love push and shove my stupid mom and dad make me cuss going insane all the pain fucked up thoughts all in my brain please just let me die today