when u reach the point of no return youve casted your true self away your already beginng to decay blackend is the calous heart from all of your mistakes and self affliction not even your highr power can guide me out of this hell im living in imprisoned inside this mind why cant i wake up to a better time like when all i had was baseball and skateboarding on my mind understand i know everything is not fine i refuse to repeatedly live a lie in the blink of an eye watching all of this time fly by next thi g you know you let all yout dreqms die hope and beliwve rhis is not your tragedy just another casukty of addiction slowly blinding evwrything tbats beautiful fromm your sight ups n downs constantly leading tou into a fight qith your closest friends and family cqnt get a grip on reality sick qnd distorted yiur steeling to keep your self on thqt high thqts god dqmn importqnt and this is qhats so fuxking contorted its qll to familiqr to me because i was oncw there ane this wqs once me my own qorat enemy deqr lord.thqnk yiu for saving me