It's all for nothing everything I've done drowning underwater thinking what I have become I can't feel a thing I think I'm going numb maybe I'm insane I'm just not enough crying out for help but this isn't an act Ive been broken I feel hopeless damn it this is a fact like why you think I always spill my pain on these tracks cause I'm running from myself I write too relax maybe I was made in somebody's imagination listen you Don't know me your not in my situation there's things that's going here that need exnamination and nobody but me know that information I lost certain things that will never be restored everybody leaves me my life's in open door it saddens me too say this but when it rains it poors how do I survive in the eye of the storm how can love exist if theres no one that Express is it everybodys hurt and look around you the evidence suisid is something that's becoming too repitive do I got the will too keep going on that's a negative