Way I Am
78 Plays
•19 Aug 2019
I've gotten to the point of my life where I think the devil likes to see me suffer I've been trying to get tougher But my emotions love to take over I tried to give it a make over But I'm no different My minds resilient to change It's strange one moment I'm happy as I'll ever be Next moment I'll say can that kill me I don't ever wanna die I mean hell I can't even cry I wanna tell depression good bye But it always seem to slip by just to say hi Just so it can stay by me I just can't see how my emotions control me It's weird when I get mad I go for a walk just to talk But there's no one else there I think my sanity is being unfair Some times I think the way my life works is rare No mom no dad and people say To bad so sad Sometime I wish I had control of my life But it feels like I'm being threatened with a knife Gotta move slowly and gotta be careful Because the devil's trying hard to mess me up I guess with all the stress of trying to be perfect for everyone is getting to me Because I can't seem to keep a girl happy Can't seem to go a month without getting yelled at by my family I can't see why I gotta be perfect for you because that means your not perfect too me Sorry if that's rude Actually no I don't wanna take up your attitude I'm not in the mood So mad I'm pissed Anger turns to violence So close to quitting my dreams I'll never get that 2.5 mil Mercedes-Benz I haven't been the same since I was six Trying to fix my life But it's hard to fix something that's shattered And all the pieces are scattered But that's just the way I am
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Here are my scores: Bars: 7/10 Delivery: 8/10 Impression: 7/10
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I've gotten to the point of my life where I think the devil likes to see me suffer I've been trying to get tougher But my emotions love to take over I tried to give it a make over But I'm no different My minds resilient to change It's strange one moment I'm happy as I'll ever be Next moment I'll say can that kill me I don't ever wanna die I mean hell I can't even cry I wanna tell depression good bye But it always seem to slip by just to say hi Just so it can stay by me I just can't see how my emotions control me It's weird when I get mad I go for a walk just to talk But there's no one else there I think my sanity is being unfair Some times I think the way my life works is rare No mom no dad and people say To bad so sad Sometime I wish I had control of my life But it feels like I'm being threatened with a knife Gotta move slowly and gotta be careful Because the devil's trying hard to mess me up I guess with all the stress of trying to be perfect for everyone is getting to me Because I can't seem to keep a girl happy Can't seem to go a month without getting yelled at by my family I can't see why I gotta be perfect for you because that means your not perfect too me Sorry if that's rude Actually no I don't wanna take up your attitude I'm not in the mood So mad I'm pissed Anger turns to violence So close to quitting my dreams I'll never get that 2.5 mil Mercedes-Benz I haven't been the same since I was six Trying to fix my life But it's hard to fix something that's shattered And all the pieces are scattered But that's just the way I am
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