SO HERE IT IS FIRST TAKE, A LOT MEANING IN THIS ONE, YRS OF WANTING TO SO I THOUGHT FUCK IT RECORD AND UPLOAD #TopProspects #BmHipHop #2K19 Fuck where do I start/watching my dad over the years do so much wrong/causing mum to shed many tears causing fear/lead by example the violence towards my mum sister and me by the handful making me lie to mums face fucken disgrace/getting me to do crime by the plenty but no trace/breaks petty thieving then he started selling greenery/poor excuse of a dad the shit I seen 4 I resent the grub age 16 but gave him a touch up/that's right ur boy that u tried to manipulate and destroy/hit u with bombs even we u turned ur back/ leaning on the car I kept throwing em hard / I'm a lil bit fucked from my up bringing and past /nothing to do with my mum she is and will always b my number one/fuck u dog I do thank u dearly for showing me wat not to do so clearly / floggings I copped constant put downs fucken insults well thx gronk know where to b seen wen I think of all this like the hulk I turn green/the best thing mum did was give u the flick /allz u did was cause pain debt not to mention the constant dribble of shit/robert aiton ur a bitch with flea itch u wanna hope and pray we never meet again/ it will b ur last like all the beatings u used to give us/compulsive lies always story time me weak as u preyed/all was words spray no truths just bullshit everyday Chorus u made me the man I am my anger and strong will to survive/ is the only thing u ever did right/u will never know or b in ur grandkids lives/ where the fuck were u wen riley died/ 4 mum wow she makes me so proud/ me I always stand out in a fucken crowd/her man tim I happily except and say his my sted dad out loud/ things have changed for the better not fake as pleather/ four bay garage pool darts sound system happy vibes/ the farm from broken dreams it's looking like a family home pristeen/ thank you u Tim ur actions and love towards my mum use a perfect team /I condone respect and I except that u r the best the best thing in years seeing her smile from ear to ear/the way my kids look at u with so much cheer/I know I'm the black sheep but there will b no other like me /my sincerest apologies I've put u through so much heart ache and pain mum/ number 1 all I can do is give u all my love/without her I'd b dead too many wrong paths that I went/it takes a lot to write love putting pen to paper/ never give up crumbling away like a wafer Shout out to my mum stepdad tim thanks for never giving in/much love and respect till my last breath/forever in my heart to much inside me just wants to tear apart/be the better man don't start/fuck the scars and my shit past scarred hard/my life going so fast grey hairs by the plenty it's so uncanny/hated by many but I smile and wave at any/trying not to misbehave but the middle finger just happens freely/ it's how I salute u maggots at the end of the day/kicking it from day to day with the lads all game/ reminiscing from boys to men different paths we went/just memories now hoping to stay/ not to fade away never to far away/like most of my old school mates upper class fakes /fact remains my mums been there since I was born/ my love for her never torn say it loud and proud/ unlike most of my family all respect gone memories erased bit late/lucky I didn't end up in a hurse lowered down me taken away/ buried with dirt caused to much pain and hurt so its goodbye I say my love for my family till death do us part/ not many cunts understanding my misbehavior/ ima new man not just some false plan trying to shake ya/like a plane crash landing/ pretending that'll phase ya like the shock of taser