how am I suppose to feel when people say I don't do enough man life is tuff I think im in a rutt ive just never really had the guts to tell people what I feel I never really wanted to make a big deal I feel empty like no one cares I feel when I walk around people stare I feel like im never enough I feel im never given any trust yea I made mistakes but what does it take to be like everyone else do I pop these pills or just think about myself with all this pain ive felt I don't how long im gonna last life is going by really fast I wanted to grow up really bad but that's when I didn't know life would be this bad atleast ive got a great dad he really does try his best for anyone he would give his last breath and mom you were the best but at least now in peace you can rest now tell me how im supposed to deal with all this on my chest people see me and think im not trying on the inside that makes me feel like crying im doing the best i can im sorry i aint rich and got a house by the sand but i don't care imma be me and i will succeed all of you fucking people will see just go on and let me do me I mean look at my neck do no see the scars do you not see the pain do you not see how far I had to walk through this rain