have u ever woke up n felt like dying .have u ever woke up n started crying.have u ever woke up mad wishing you never woke up cause life is fucked up. u live in a rut in the trenches nothing but pimps n hoes n snitches n drug dealing u thought about leavin but u love the rush n the feelin it's the street life but u always fuckin think twice .u got no father single mother 1 sister two brothers thats all u got but we never speak to each other .life's a mutherfucker .momma need help with the bills but u ain't got no job so u drug deal the struggle is real.have u ever woke up n felt like dying have u ever woke up n started crying.have u ever woke up mad wishing you never woke up cause life is fucked up