sometimes i wonder .. what is really going on.. somethings gotta give.. gotta change..we cannot maintain this fools race our masters a pieces of paper with a blue face.. money can buy you just about anything but it cant take away the pain and anxiety besides most of us will never see 100 grand but Ill be happy if im remembered as a good man ..a good father a good friend..lord forgive me for my sins and the way i have treated people..the mistakes ive made and the people ive hurt.. it hurts worst to know ive let down the people who have loved me the most..ive wasted years locked in concrete box ..steel and locks ..all that wasted time i could have been making amends ..working hard for a better life..being a better husband to my beautiful wife..babe im sorry for the pain ive caused.. promises ive broke..lies ive told.. so before i grow and die ..i want you to know.. I'm sorry for everything..i cant change the past but i can be better in the future .. whether we are together OR not ..but i will not fail this time and go back to jail for nothing.. i will pick up the pieces and rebuild...im stronger and wiser..maybe we had to go through all of this to make us who we are today..all i can do is pray for better days and Sunshine.. you have always been mine.. porcelain skins and those beautiful green eyes oh my.. it took over ten years but you finally get your song...this may come as a shock but i would like to suggest we ease back into this...if you want to and if you dont then we will just keep doing what we are doing..ill keep praying for happiness and sucess.. strength to survive the storms and Ambition to be more..keep your head up love .. the pain has made us so strong..and now its our time.. our story and our life..we are wortg more .. im sorry you nevet felt like i fought for you..maybe i didn't but i will now..do what it takes to make things right..sneak of to a hotel for the night.. you know how we do ..loom on the brightside ..we are still alive.. its gonna all work out ...trust me