ehh reminising the good old days kid in my teens playing been happy for days now im stressing over bills to get paid a million dollar dream with thousand dolla chase i dont even crack a smile, lil dark in my soul & mean looks on my face suicide on my mind, cant wait to get the hell outta this place i aint even living here, im thinking about heaven cause up in da joint new level, new devil im tired of fighting, cant hold my piece thats why i carry my peace cant wait to go home now troubles keeps follown me now so i switch up the lanes now Amma die to live now now dying to live and living to die ohh i dont know why