Been out here for a minute I speak my mind, my verdict is that I'll be feeling down for a bit but none of you give a shit so what do I do? how do I function like a robot under water I've sunken course my bars will still shock like at twelve A.M when you hear a knock Sliding into depressions DM's thinking of being red like CNN course not cold hearted, but blue I can feel it all hitting like bullies do course I've felt that before it hurts if you want proof check the marks I know this'll sound pretty weird but in a relationship I was abused then they turned around and said I held them in the relationship with emotions I used that summer I hardly left my house and this one It's like I'm a church mouse hear of that before? means I'm silent not making large moves like a giant or tyrant, or some court client or like you guys who start a riot #LN #LucidityNoir #Josh'sVerdict