Love can be hectic at times ..making you wish you wasnt mines . Sometimes I lose myself thinking of them good days ..wishing I wasnt stuck in my selfish ways... You left me in the cold I was hurt... heart cold stuck in the dirt...remenicing about them good days when we used to sit and play.. Now we don't talk I feel so lost ... like I fell in a drought .. ...so much pain I just stand in the rain.. shedding them tears ...and they're falling like spears.. ...my hearts flooded with so much pain..I'm starting to go insne.. your beautiful your gorgeous.. you're special like porches.. ...I hold you down like no other .. wishing you were my children's mother .. love is a challenge ...so let's keep the balance .. while I hold you near wishing you would never disappear My apologies