have you ever seen the disappointment in your father's eyes? have you ever felt the pain you get when you make your mother cry? have you ever been so depressed, that you wanna hang yourself or slit your wrist? i can never seem to do the right thing, and it feels like years scince ive been truly happy. my thoughts these days are getting really disturbing. there are nights when i sit alone and cry myself to sleep. i feel the need to act so confident, cause i got it in my head no one'll accept me as i am. and it seems like all i do these days is sin, got me worried wondering if ill ever make it to heaven. i know I'm not ok im broken inside im ill in the brain. i realize i need some help but nobody told me it'd hurt like hell. i know I'm not ok im broken inside im ill in the brain. there are times i can't help but think what's wrong with me. i know I'm not ok im broken inside im ill in the brain. i realize i need some help but nobody told me it'd hurt like hell. i know I'm not ok im broken inside im ill in the brain. there are times i can't help but think what's wrong with me. have you ever lost trust cause all you did was lie? have you ever been the one to make sombody else cry? have you ever wished you would pass away? cause part of you believes it'd make the world a better place. have you ever made such a big mistake? that you wish you could take back but you know that it's to late. have you ever been the one who disgraced your family? have you ever been filled with pain that no one else could see? i know I'm not ok im broken inside im ill in the brain. i realize i need some help but nobody told me it'd hurt like hell. i know I'm not ok im broken inside im ill in the brain. there are times i can't help but think what's wrong with me. i know I'm not ok im broken inside im ill in the brain. i realize i need some help but nobody told me it'd hurt like hell. i know I'm not ok im broken inside im ill in the brain. there are times i can't help but think what's wrong with me.