i have a hard time for the big time it not a crime if it my time to shine i don't think i am fine why do i draw the line? i have a hard time for the big time raise you wanna bet? pick your cards it not hard the game is set wanna reset? change of heart king of heart you wanna bet the game is set an outlet for reality what do you know about life? it like winning the lottery you want to be in the comunity be a member of society but you're run over by anxiety letting out part of your insanity that keep you away from your humanity missing out opportunities and i have a hard time to make the big rhymes i haven't slept and i already see the sunshine lazyness is killing me slowly but surely social interaction scares me and now i feel so lonely i am angry at myself and i have myself to blame for all the obstacles that i should have overcame a useless pawn in the game what have i became im not same sane person i once known his name i don't want fame but i wont protect my claim cause i missed my aim and shouldn't let the flame die out of shame always lame always doing the same damn now i have a hard time for the big time it not a crime if it my time to shine i don't think i am fine why do i draw the line i have a hard time for the big time in the start it the art in my heart that did my part but then came out something i began doing nothing stress prevented my things and anxiety pulled my strings and now i sing my problems away the way i see dark and light night and day what do you say what do you see what do you think what do you sing why do i even sing? here i have a hard time for the big time it not a crime if it my time to shine i think im ready jeez, get over it already i am all out tekno out