ErkNjerK #Getem

5 years ago

im just sitting back thinking bout how we used to be. how I felt so good about myself now it's just a memory. I still can't believe this happend and you ended up hating me, everyday we fighting slowly losing our energy, i'm strait exhausted can't take all the arguing, on each other we're deposit all our censoring , I need help I'm losing focus of where our relationship should be, we need to do something fast and have to do something desperately, cuz If this goes on any longer we gonna end up living separately, like a poison this is been eating away at me killing who I am and honestly I can't keep doin it constantly, we have always had so much potential deep down I always knew it consciously. and sometimes I feel like you were self sabotaging our relationship purposely and I know I'm not perfect but for.you I tried to be. i changed everything about me but you were to blind to see. and I know when you hear this that you prolly wont agree and that's always been our problem well I guess there's quite a few so I'll just say pa1rtially why can't we just get it right and live in harmony. but we both so fucking focused on pointless shit it's got time moving fast that we losing everything we wanted look how much time has passed. I'm trying to hold on with everything I have reaching out to catch us but I can't get a grasp. our marriage is so broken I dont think they make a cast. (chorus) thats why I'm writing you this letter because were supposed to be forever, but I always here you say how you could be doin so much better, but love ain't something that your supposed to measure, but Im always feeling like were under to much pressure. you are the love of my life your my buried treasure. (chorus) thats why I'm writing you this letter because were supposed to be forever, but I always here you say how you could be doin so much better, but love ain't something that your supposed to measure, but Im always feeling like were under to much pressure. you are the love of my life your my buried treasure. allday everyday this is on my mind. trying to figure out how to get us back in line.. playing every thing back in my mind, like times in rewind. I wanted you I needed you and then I made you mind. we both had children and then our family's combined. and we are both to blame we are like 1 of a kind and behind each others backs there were things that we both tried to hide. were both so damn stubborn we could never lose our pride and you wouldn't show me affection but you always say you tried. after awhile I walk right past you every time you cried . I swear every day you accused me of having a bitch on the side. to be honest that's the thing that caused us to divide. pushing us further apart always talking about a new start in the back of our minds knowing everything fell apart. I dont think I will make it if we have to depart. i want you in my life but you broke my fucking heart (chorus) thats why I'm writing you this letter because were supposed to be forever, but I always here you say how you could be doin so much better, but love ain't something that your supposed to measure, but Im always feeling like were under to much pressure. you are the love of my life your my buried treasure. (chorus) thats why I'm writing you this letter because were supposed to be forever, but I always here you say how you could be doin so much better, but love ain't something that your supposed to measure, but Im always feeling like were under to much pressure. you are the love of my life your my buried treasure.