lifes about the pains that teach gains surviving while people disguising growing up in a city where even the good days change shitty 5 years old hustling for dinners in the cold then i got older ,bolder none the wiser sipping on cider smoking joking late nights few fights but were all tight but the whole time the pain growing from within ya try grin and bear it but it kills from deep within ya you just keep smiling laughing sharing pretending to be caring people passing people gassing trouble maker turnin to a faker years pass on and now your getting older still no job but your thankful that your sober long nights worse fights sparks ignite time ticks on more peope you know dropping on a daily basis these days are starting to look like a junkies station kids more grown than some adults youve known yeah kids more grown than adults we know you just keep smiling laughing sharing pretending to be caring people passing people gassing trouble maker turnin to a faker days still pass while wishing it was you but there innocent eyes just look at you so blue hearing peoples whispers not knowing there silent killers anxiety growing from the days of you thinkin you were grown and even though your surrounded you feel your all alone you just keep smiling laughing sharing pretending to be caring people passing people gassing trouble maker turnin to a faker then one day you find your light you never knew you had the monster hid it deep inside but no longer has a place to hide the demons that controlled for so long always doubting and hating yourself they turned you into there pawn you own them now you tame them keep them on a leash youse em to be yourself no matter how unique you just keep smiling laughing sharing actually be caring people laughing people adding trouble shaker turnin to a money maker