the one I love belong to somebody else he says I'm picture perfect yet he got me sitting on the shelf, feeling like a an elf. man I feel so deceived all the lies I knew not to believe, ain't shit you said been true in the past 3 weeks, I'm rapping on these beats smoking drinking just tryna be at ease, I man I begged you not to keep playing with me I even said please, you got me crying on my knees too weak to stand up on my feet , just tryna stay in one piece, you repeatedly told me deceivingly that I was the only one and that you needed me, and no matter how clear it was to see you still had your ex in your messages, I still gave you chance after chance to show me you mean it when you tell me you wanna hold me and not fold on me. so why do I feel like a dummy, feeling so dead like a mummy, what was it you really wanted from me?? just to play me like I'm a game? call that shit rummy ! oh and i think it's kinda funny you tell me you all about me when you cant even show me your phone call history, lol it's cool though it was never a mystery you were bad at living both worlds and having two different girls. why did I have to fall for you? why did I always call for you? when I was alone and broken, i asked myself what should I do? who should I invest my time and love into, you were the one my heart had spoken, idk why though when now all it is, is broken. it was crazy. it told me straight up "tracey" and I tried so hard to retrace the, memories of you and me. but no matter what I do, where I go, who I'm with, I still have flashbacks and repeats of the times you were good af to me, but shit it happened very fucking rarely. I felt the love from you but fucking barely, you played me like a fucking ukalalee