so I'm back to where I started broken and open hearted all my dreams I'd slowly disregard em just to talk to the things that weigh on our minds not the person created by the mask we choose to hide behind with a gaurded deameaor my soul is getting weaker I can feel it in my sneakers I don't wanna be no tweak freak or sneak I just wanna be able to smile when I drift off to sleep so I'm back to where I started broken and open hearted wounds on my mind and I can't help but feel how you feeling only times a billion cause Ive seen it all. we all fall we all fall to the ones I love I fall every time you fall we all falling down i see ashss round our family portrait I see smoke more frequent in the dust of what we can't seem to wrap out minds around this darkness seems to keep reaching for us we won't let it take us down take us down take us down from this hellish spotlight I can see the light before it fades away that would be my mind fading to grey I'm so lost as of late and I dont know what to do what path to choose these are the rambling of a white kid lost in his privledge but demons gambling on if he's gonna make it through these vacant stares he's been getting I'm so fucking lost as of late I'm just ducking to the nearest hospital wing no motivation good gracious I'm struggling to be In anyone's good graces I'm. and fuck this life we choose to live broken promises drama filled over the top performance's I'd forgot whose home this is. so yeah I see ashes and yeah these wounds like bashes to my head and now if I'm sober I can't do that without my heart wanting to be ripped right out of my fucking chest fuck I'm lost fuck I'm a mess. better days. better days. they coming.