sitting here with something in my head pain shooting through my body like drugs from a pen man I can't remember when The last day is win I was fine I didn't need songs to rhyme and get by is try to be an ordinary guy but then I'd sit there living a lie I don't want to be that guy pain drives me insane like a never ending game will I ever be the same come on it's getting to be lame I'll sit there I can't think straigh I'm going no where not at this rate pain makes all my energy drain man all I want is a day I could be free I could be at peace not having to sing I could be at peace Without doing anything when will I be normal when will I be me when will I not need a sing to sit down and sing I feel like the pains never going away I feel like I'm in Chanse never to be free God why can't you see is it amusing watching me I pray almost every day why can't I ever be free God or whoever the hells listening The pain is driving me insane like a never ending game like drugs from a pen man I can't remember when I would win I could be an ordanary guy No pain in my body I didn't need to lie fuck it goodbye