I'm sitting here all alone I nobody's picking up the phone and I hate you so much just when I needed you most you weren't there and my mom commits suicide the shitz so unfair because of you my heart belongs in a hearse with an evil curse love is exotic the toxic causing people to be hypnotic but loose side of all logic in the end they end up psychotic I feel like an empty shell ghost forgotten empty with no host I don't understand how you could Stone Cold stare into my soul and break my heart cuz you just sat back and watch me fall apart I feel so much pain I don't even want to finish the rest of this verse I'd rather be buried dripping off in a hearse I don't know if I should blow my brains out with a Glock or smash my head under a rock starting to have suicidal tendencies I just want to come homeI feel like a foreigner trapped overseas can't make it to the embassies I feel like a rabid dog with rabies man I was so committed to you I plan us having babies but you up in through that down the drain I didn't you they tossed me to the side like I was just some dirty f****** stain was all your love just bullshittin and I tried so hard to love you but it was all in vain did you not see all the strain and pain I put towards our relationship to make you happy