I need you .....to hold .. i need you to love .....I need you in survival cause survival is a must ......i nwed you ...to hold i need you in love ...i nred in surviving cause survival is a must .......one day at a time what do... we try to understand this hardship is what we are going through.., this relationship.? you say you love me..... I say I love you ....we both feel over frustrated and want to say we're through, tired of the everyday bickerings .....the everyday feud, what do we do ... lost inside my own mind.... stuck trying to find understanding we live in todys design .....i need you ...to hold you i need you to love ...i need you in survival cause surviving is a must ... ..where are we going to take this love beyond time... turtle i love you deep in my heart.,... ill do all i can to honor what's mine ...to hold you close never to part .....i apologise i don't havr the patients in me to deal with this lifes fucked design...truly its been our decisions that lead us through these ruff time ..ive put up a guard an stopped trusting you .....or really is it myself i don't trust too ...my decision making has now been known ... ta ...fuck off all my everstuffs ....but not only mine alone .. im so sorry for the hardship ive csused you .never thought nor ment to ...wish i could go back and time and be there for you ......more than you'll ever imagine these days ...wish i could change the person you see me as...... in so mxny different but crude ways ....this shit has caused me to seriously change .,.idk who i am ivr lost my mind snd still can't find it ..i need you love in this hard ship so i dont unravel and lose myself behind ...this fucked twisted out zipprd up design , I need you to hold you to love you to want you to miss you..... i need you to hold you to love you to want you to miss you ....i need you to behere and just fucking love me through and through......