Benjamin Fairman

5 years ago

kinda messed up but oh well

Benjamin Fairman

5 years ago

i thought u were the 1 then i finally saw u were the one that fucking played me like a song i gave my all i guess it was too small bc u went and found someone jus too move on it fucking hurts to see u wit someone else i can remember the times that we had i still remember our place we had but it was jus a waste u gave me a taste of y everybody hates this world is so small the time has gone its time for me to go it wont take long jus one bullet to my head itll be the end of all the lies i jus wanna talk before i end my life im sorry to leave so early jus please let me go in peace it seems to be the end of my road plz dont hate im always gonna love u remember that while i go to the gates ill be fine im leaving u behind this is for u plz dont cry i had alot of fun but now its time to end all this pain that makes me cry i need to leave im smoking too much weed it jus makes me see all the pain in me so all i gotta say is goodbye i draw the line i went to far and fucked up my life it was going good then i stood in the dark i needed a spark then it came to me that i needed a heart i searched so far it was so hard i dont wanna feel like that anymore sometimes it seems ok bc the pain is pushed away but it always comes back and puts a knife in my chest i lost my feiends bc of this demon in my head i might seem ok but when im alone nothing seems right i need u in my arms in the night my body feels cold i need more pour me a drink maybe 4 i jus wanna get this demon outta my head its telling me its right to feel this way but ik i still have that sweet angel in me plz save me in this fight i cant be this way for the rest of my life either end it all or fight until i fall im jus gonna drink until the cops get called then im gone ill see u next time unless i ended the fight