I waste days away Thinking of you You say I'll be fine without you I wasnt and never will I sit alone in my room playing Russian roulette everything you gave me nothing everyone everybody sees me and runs away in fear I got one shot you got one shot don't leave me every single day I sit down thinking of who I could become best cuddling by you right beside me I should have seen this coming I don't want to do this anymore I never been so helpless and all of my life so I'm moving on I'm not giving up if I showed you my eyes it always makes me cry how long we've been together and then you broke me I knew you forever And all you want to do is shop You say never say never I say get away I dont wanna see ever I waste days away Thinking of you You say I'll be fine I wasnt and never will