I'm in pain put a bullet in my brain(hey) I feel like I'm Insane get a blade to slice my vein I stare outside when it rains I thought you were my main (shorty) my heart's still remains I take xannxx to stop my panic down the whole bottle now I feel awful (listen) I never felt this numb I hate this feeling drown my self in sorrow I'll be okay tomorrow (ay) I wanna be up next like that next model(ay) put my foot on the throttle (ay) I'm hostile this ain't a circus but your a clown (fool) i got scars I don't wanna be behind bars done with all the drama (nope) take a step back I wish I could rewind time to the good days I want love not lust I need time to adjust I don't know who to trust (ay)