it's Cmk & I just wanna walk away but it is to dark to see where I am headed my head is a glass house built on the cloud with cracks in it so it's hard to relax when it could collapse any minute & i should've built it on the ground cause I am afraid of heights & scared of my nightmares terrified to fight fear so I never go to sleep I just keep running from something that is make believe it doesn't exist but to me it's very real cause what is reality if your scared of how you feel it's a scary thought but what if it's all you ever thought about wondering why you ever bought this house then you realize you always lived here this is real life so why do I live it like it's virtual suicidal but afraid if I ever died I would still be left unsatisfied afterdeath cause I might never see the light more darkness & I'm scared of the dark it's Cmk