my life is changing, some say for the worst ,i think for the better,ill will weather, the storm forever, together,what we lost now ill make it back better than eva ,i never meant for it to go this far, I keep my my head in a jar, i think ima star in this bar,keep my mouth out the wiskey bottle, let go of the throttle, i need to notice my life, it cuts like a knife , my feelings are caught in a vice, if i could let them out would really be kind of nice, instead of my heart being cold as ice, i slice the lyrics in the mirrors , i see big things getting nearer , when im sober my mind is getting clearer, i love a challage , your love is what i hold dearesed ,I wont let nothing bad get near us , My family is first thats a must, i promise ill take care of us, life is hard rarely just, Today i get up and wipe off the dust from being throwed to the ground ,and pounded by let downs, im swimming back to the surface, after being drownded, what im going to do will ne astounding , i just want toake you proud, sorry i let you down, i love you , ill put my arms around you if i fall ill hold you off the ground, life is calling me back i can hear the sound, we going tosurprise all the doughtful eyes i never want to see you cry ,without your belief im cheap,just a creep from the street im gonna keep , from sleep , slow feet dont eat, my love for you is more than deep as the seas green as trees chinese teas , hearts blleeds ,planting seeds, as i breath im changing, this this time im standing like iron im never retiring from us you gotta trust, that im wiping the blood from my face ill never be the man i was, im changing