this Is my letter to all my children, I hope you can feel, exactly what I'm feeling I'll always show u what's up and raise you like the ceiling, you all so very different like 1 in a billion. I never knew love till the birth of my 1st child... I always ran the streets your dad was kinda wild. being a dad made me change my style.i knew this was the long road like a couple hundred miles. my prioritys switched up and quickly did a flip. started buying formula and diapers, no money for the whip. I grabbed a mask and put a gun up on my hip, had to hustle every way I can just to stack some chips. having you made me work extra hard, my only reason not pull a brother g card , had stay on the grind, can't never sleep hard. gotta raise you children right can't have no fucking retards. i never knew if our family's would last always arguing and fightin steady focused on the past, need to change this shit up gotta do something fast. but staying with your moms was beggining to be a task gotta move up now find a woman with some class. a mother of her own that ain't looking for just a dad. then I found her she was looking pretty sad, some talked real sweet brought her back to my pad.. thinking to my self wanting to feel on that ass, but this girl was so different so we just took a nap. we just cuddled not to touch her was such a damn struggle. dont wanna fumble but she made my mouth mumble. so so nervous she got my heart blurpin I'm for certain I gonna get her legs working while im jerkin hers ass starts twerkin we both start squirtin. for the first time I felt someone real. so down on knees I kneeled took her hand, in matrimony. saying to my self she better not be no phony. that same night she did not wear no choneys she my homie, my day 1 , best believe If she have to she pop the trunk and grab the gun, my ride or die that's for life side by side never have to ask twice .I'd give her everything never check the price baby all we do is swipe. although we fight, without you I dont wanna spend another night . we got a family and lil mouths to feed I just wanna grow and watch our kids succeed make alot of money and give you all that you need. now we both at the point of breaking now I gotta stop and wonder do you really love me or you just faking, the thought of us being apart got me sweating and my body shaking but you treat me just as bad like your first spanking. why you gotta tell and scream we dont need these kids waking just stop and let it go so you can love me again we started so strong we need to be friends. I wanna be a family not seeing the kids on weekends. I know I fell short sometimes no need to pretend but I had my heart in the right place