and I'm sad n she sad too if I die then I had to my life is turned upside down like why and God damn I don't wanna write no list I don't wanna fuck my wrist god damn took it all the way took it all the way it goes away then it comes back again damn I guess you lost another friend talking about it like it's god damn choice keep on fucking talking imma shut your voice cause I rock designer don't mean I'm cucci you would know if you fucking knew me she said them talk it goes right through me I don't know if she said that truly hello u don't got lie and it's hard sometimes how can they think that we don't try even though we tell them {and I'm sad n she sad too if I die then I had to my life is turned upside down like why }2 and I tip toe back to the darkness I don't want this, what the fuck is it you not get I don't really wanna talk it out,I just really wanna walk it out imma mind my own business but my feeling slowly killing they be drilling into my head you don't wanna come n see it [and I'm sad n she sad too if I die then I had to my life is turned upside down like why]2