You love me, i know that, but dad since you left, mom aint been at her best, ill admit im just as bad imma mess, im steadily missing you and its got me.upset, you got teardrops running off my lip, you accidently left, i wish i could exchange my life for yours instead, you remember when, we used to get drunk at 4 A.M. thats something that i couldnt forget, id miss your laugh, now i live without it, ever since you left my head been in a mess and ive been smoking to ease the stress, i guess, ill just sit, on my bed playing your tracks instead, my playlists is composed of your shit, suicide divides the line of this, if i take my life i know i wont be missed, ill be back in your hands again, im reminesing all our pics, i have mixed feelings about it, maybe its the gin when i drink around it, im looking at your door and i just hope it'll creak once more but when i dont hear your laughs i feel so much remorse i scream out my pain so much its starting to tear my vocal chords i swear to god, ill do anything you want if youll come back to me once more, dad, dad...since you left mom aint been at her best, ill admit im just as bad imma mess im steadily missing you, and its got me so upset, i got teardrops running off my lip, i wish god would've took my life instead I'd give anything just to be back with you again