Lesson learned fell & burned Kuz I fell 4 her, Fell in dirt, dwell in hurt God warns tells you first felt 2 much 4 her, Well love hurts, & So does words Hurts da guts sure was cut Had it worse enough Since I formed from dust No one shown da love Cept up above, God was Da only one, that shown me some alone homies dug coldly numb Like Lonely ones Running Street funds Fuck feelings kausze! Leave U deep in cuts seen they don't give a fuck But eat it up, it beats me up Inside, reply 2 da skies Why am I a weird guy 2 wahines I like, realize That's real life, don't feel right Kneel 2 Christ 2 heal w/ light Reveal ignite, enlight da mind W/ wise insight, through da trife Loops of time, seek & find 4 wings 2 fly, like angels Remain close where saints go It's painful my only hope Is holy scrolls, in a cold bleak globe Close thee soul, Killin thee flow Of Feelings let go Never forget bro Forever echos In da center of temples Remember God's will When I ended got killed Loves not real, 4 us braddahz You got mothaz & fathahz That got ya, kuz they forgot us Street braddahz, Pray God walk amongst us Gangs, refugees, da chronics Who sleep in boxes, Da kids in da process Da lame, da fallen, Felons locked in, da projects Orphans, Those rock bottom Those that's starving, Forgotten! By all of them Da ones we used 2 call friends Don't fall again, stand strong againts Prominent scars permanent Burned w/ it, determined Discernment in sermons Its certain I'll be returning 2 da Most High we searching In churches, I've awoken God spoken Da moment I've opened emotions, flowing like oceans Knowing I'd get broken Not chosen 4 potions Cupids exposin' 2 most of Da souls in, strolling da planet Hope that I vanish Fastest like ninjas in blackness Fragments 2 gases, Understand attractions & Its actions, manage 2 damage adds baggage Stand stranded, God commanded & Planted his will he planned it Man da circumstances Disadvantaged no chances 4 romances, show no passion No compassion, no laughing Fuck smiling, da vile things & Violent scenes, Leave one silencing Though da suns shining Darkness reclining, Heart is dying, da mind thinks Designing plots be rising up Flying bove winds winding up In da heavens, out my skeleton angelics w/ da seven seals Da presence reveals W/ brethens descendants Ascended 2 da men & Son of men in mount olive Found all this love I had for her Was in fact a curse She cared at first, When u bad w/ girls & Ain't a man of words There's no chance on Earth Man this hurts, that's da way it is Always get played with Fates in graves 2020 Dates last days, Nobody loved me, No homies or lovely honeys Da one I loved deep Thinks I'm nothing Even blood leaves Don't give a fuck 4 me Cept God above me Sometimes question does he? Fuck laughs ain't nothing funny Fuck money don't give company Live unlucky, on my knees God please don't let me fall deep Scarred deep, heart bleeds Sorry my fault All me Hard hearted like a rock be All G as God calls me, Shot by Glocks let it be Destiny best believe I'll rest in peace 93 to 2019