some times we search for love but we don't find it. we find pain instead. I had a woman in my house today. thought I woulda been happy for all the lonely days. thinking of I only had a woman to love me that would be grate. be careful what you wish for because some of these woman will stick you with the pich fork. she says she wants something long term. But it's just a trick to have a place to stay. it's funny how a woman can use your dreams to make your day grey. she says she wants a baby but she's got a chick. yet she's texting me talking about how much she wants my dick. a hole lotta dudes want a woman just because she's thick. I just want a woman who will listen to the words in my rhymes when I spit. hear my pain before you walk out into the rain. it's all about the love not about the game. But did you know love is just a chemical reaction in your brain? keeping you numb to the things that are in plain... sight love is the reason that we fight. love is the reason for all of the treason. people be switching up on others like the changing of the seasons. I was watching a move she was laying down. she said how do you feel about a kiss ? so we made out. she said I need to go now. I said let me walk you home. now that I dropped her off she don't come around. she's off to the next one. just a lost soal trying to make it from what she's become. rebellion is swelling up in these youngins. But since I become grown i look back like I was dumb then. I use to think my daddy he didn't love me because he whipped me. But now I think he did it to protect me. I would take an ass wiping over prision any day. I made it out but say a pray for the ones still at bay. on the brink of doing harm to themself or orthers. what do I think? we all just need to be lovers. let your brain shut down to the red flags. just love one another even when your mad. love everyone equally religious, none religious, black, white, brown, yellow, sraight, gay, bie, and trans. put the hatred of colors and sexism away and make amends. why can't we all just be friends? you take and paint a picture of God and how life is ment to be. But I paint a different picture we are all one we all come from the same family tree. one love, one mind, one heart.