ever since I seen the light I've been surrounded by darkness. mother fuckers who don't know what living with depression don't know what dark is. I could take one bite of a burger and throw my Fucking guts up. yet we got emo rappers out here fake as fuck. yeah I caught a case in my teens I didn't even know what my nuts was. braking into houses trying to support saying on my buzz. and judging but my actions you would think I came off the short bus. I got my trip pants on and my hatchet chain hang low. what y'all know about the wicked shit flow? I used to be a Christian then I sold my self to Satan. it's a fucking joke don't let your hearts go braken. bitches out here spreading there pussy, then when shit don't go there way the want to yell that you took it. the court systems fucked so spread your ass checks. your gonna feel the wrath of the law for the rest of your life fuck weeks. I had my whole life a head of me then I was fucking robbed. all because I was a dope head and didn't have a job. fuck a public defender more like a public pretender. they feed you full of lies so they can make a deal with the system. you go and do your time once you get out life I a hundred percent different. only jobs that will hire me fucking suck. I got a fast food job and they told me I couldn't keep up. but they had a bunch a teens running around acting crazy. but they wanna yell at me because I made biscuits and forgot to put on the gravy. yeah I still live with my mom but I have no choice. it sucks being a sex offender because I have no voice. yeah I fucking said I am not ashamed. but don't go putting that fucking charge with a label on my name. I don't touch little kids cuz I am not a fucking chomo. I was just a doped out kid scared as fuck bro. looking at ten years for a rape charge I'm not good for. so I took a plea deal for somthing much worse. then had to worry if one of my cell mates wants to put me in a hearse. people in prison are not your friends I learned that the hard way. they eaither want you for your money or your dick because they are all gay. and that's not a shot at homo sexuals. I'm just saying if your headed that way guard your testicals. things are different now I just want to smoke weed and chill. but I can't afford the shit cuz I can't even help out my mom's with the bills. got a lot of fake rappers out here but I say fuck that shit I'm keeping it real. if you can't handle that then don't give me a record deal. all you fake mother fuckers just don't know how I feel. wereing your skinny jeans trying to be like little wane. singning contractsts for fortoion and fame. all I want is a couple a grams of weed a day. and to know that my mom's gonna be ok. if some one could help me out a little bit that would be grate. but don't get me wrong imma gonna grind for this shit I don't expect my road to be paved.