Who knew paper could cause so much hurt and love make you believe in God above My last letter was to my dad I said at his funeral It was usual the feeling that words on a paper could effect people's emotions But my dads devotion to taking care of me was great But I hate my mom let you tell you a reason why She never gave me a birthday or Christmas card Was it really that fucking hard To write down on paper that you loved me because you never said it You lead me to believe when I was little my dad was bad and you were good but hell Who knew paper could cause so much hurt and love make you believe in God above One of my friends got me a birthday card when the rest forgot He put five dollars in it and said sorry there's not a lot But I didn't care beause no one else remembered   I know I can be short tempered And wanna be the center of attention but who doesn't On my birthday I told my family to get me nothing But they all brought something with cards but Who knew paper could cause so much hurt and love make you believe in God above You don't know how many notes I got that people told me to cry and die That shit ain't right So everytime someone says if I'm alright I would say yes with a smile But inside it was a burning hell Meanwhile I thought It was just a paper a damn piece of paper How did it effect me this bad to make me this sad and mad but Who knew paper could cause so much hurt and love make you believe in God above Tried to write my suicide note But some people don't want me to die I asked why They said think of your friends and family Well I think about my enemies and how I can effect them and end my own pain but Who knew paper could cause so much hurt and love make you believe in God above Letters carry words and words can hurt Physical or mentally That's when you become my worst enemy or my greatest friend Just because of a papers past Doesn't mean the words can't be erased   Based on friendship those words can change into poems and meanings Letters are just life's teachings to make us better but Who knew paper could cause so much hurt and love make you believe in God above.