I've been spinnin' lately, Outta control My thoughts often betray me, How do I know? I've been gettin lazy, That's how it goes (x3) Yo I'm lost in this shit, lost in the wind Never really happy but I often pretend Awfully big, off of the shit How long has it been since I was actually offerin' shit Awkwardly bent So out of place you don't know how awkward it's been I awkwardly vent to my friends when they listen Been a while since these tears start to glisten Been a while since this mouth moved like pistons I wish I could change my position but this is where I'm lawfully sent Thoughtlessly spent, too much time If life was a tape I'd hit rewind Rush to grasp onto my old mind Mine that shit 'til my spine realigns With the wonders that I might find This is where I thoughtfully went (x2) I've been spinnin' lately, Outta control My thoughts often betray me, How do I know? I've been gettin lazy, That's how it goes (x3) Yo I'm back on my bullshit Spittin' words from my booklet But all these bills I been footin' Have me followin footprints Now I'm lost in the woodlets Now I'm swallowin' pulpits Take in every word but my own Cause I feel mine are so worthless Something's got me so wordless I've been trying to work it But after so many years Sometime's I think it's not worth it My darkness I have unearthed it I harness all that I've worked with And even after all that My brain still feels like its burstin