It's been 3 years But people have only seen at most 3 tears Wish I had a car to put in 5th gear And yell so everyone could hear while I'm driving into everyone's rear so I could die That way I can let them know That my dad was my bro And this whole depression thing isn't for show My dad was better then anyone It's a sin that his gone There's so many fucking people on this earth that deserve to die and cry for there crimes Why did it have to be my father At this point why bother asking that question I've said it so many times Wanted to die so many times Wanted to cry so many times Because of my dad It just makes me so sad So mad, it makes me so pissed That I missed my opportunity But I guess I gotta keep my positivity Now you see why I wanna cry Now you see why I'm looking for love Just so I don't spend all my days thinking about the things I should of done with my guardian angel above I dont want hugs and don't wanna use drugs as a suppressant for me the depressant Because the only thing I want is My dad.