Depression that shit ruin my life I won't lie that shit sharper then a knife as i lay here in bed and that seems to be the only thing in my sight I close my eyes and I hear the demons talking all night but that's alright I'll move on to the next trying to move on from my last ex all that shit was just sex but I found out she cheated that shit hurted more then she did when she put that noose around her neck my heart sank that shit only lasted just for a sec like the lighter when I lit the ciggirate that I paid for with my last check I'm sorry momma I'm such wreck and idk if I keep going on back to her grave man I remember the rave we went to when we were kids that shit was the best but I gotta stop this feeling in my chest