cant live without a trace leave my mark unto the world like my son left a mark on me when i saw his blue eyes for the very first time i drowned with teary cries how can i raise this child with such darkness in my life the curse of the bad father killer in his wake scars leave holes they never go away i have demons i have pain i must take to my grave i cant lay my hell upon you so daddy had to leave he had to find his way to survive another day clouds surround me where i live it always rains another lone soldeir smokin pot over graves pourin 40s 4 my brothers rip to my homies i have 0 friends not a single person knows me pour it out my heart my son ur my only but inside im so lonely im sorry that i left dead beat dead i must deserve death but u must understand i didnt want to hurt u i could never lay a hand your soul is to perfect and your mother is a champ shell fight to the death till her last living breath. cant live with out a trace my son thats his name big T big lil homie young og the one i think about on a daily i wake up distressed im lost without my son dreams of many bullets coming from another gun i just want peace god save me from this world im my own worst enemy im stepping to the plate had to fix my mind before god calls my gate.