I tried making it out alive so many times I lie the pain in my brains oversized I lied to my family I'm a disgrace the pain keeps hitting me right in the waist down to my belly to put out the hate but I'm still a disgrace Course I tried and tried to get out these lies I'm older now I'm not whored about my rhymes I'm fire though in my own kind of way fuck everybody who hate or condisplate I last modify my work like an hour ago live up to your dreams if you don't then you can't flow Got to learn how to get on the same boat so you can row row and paddle your way home I tried I tried believe me if you see me not you can even tweet me believe me I know it's not me in the picture where you see me believe me I tryed to make everyone believe me I tried Cuz I know I tried I would know if I didn't cuz I know I tried Cuz I know I tried I would know if I didn't cuz I know I tried Course I lied so hard now my mom locked up I lied so hard now my dad fucked up Rapping in the stu so our money get up But I don't know what SoundCloud going to pay us enough I don't know what I'm going to do when I get older Thanking its easy but Rappings not a floater tryna have peace in this world but it's over Everyone up in this world looking sober But I'm just tryna make it a life everyone judging it like I'm not doing it right But I'm just tryna just do mine So you can fuck of to night and din all night Dinning over seas Rapping bout a bee In and under my sheets where I sleep Tryna make it heat Tryna spit this heat When I go up ima sound really cleen