I tried to be nice about myself, and about my feelings... I'm so far into so much drama I'm knees deep, I'm tryinna keep things away, but my knees weak, people look at me like I'm something to use, "Oh that's a freebie." It gives me the heebie jeebies, I'm so done and I feel my patience leaking, and I'm screaming out, no one can understand when I'm reaching out, I'm roaring so loudly it sounds like I'm screeching out, people push it away like it's just a pout, what is this all about, people slamming doors on me like I'm a boy scout, for crying out loud, but at least there are still some things I am proud about... But I ain't suicidal, I like hanging out, going out for a while, I'm searching down an isle, cant find anything, no food or drink, but at least I have my friends, and we'll have each other's backs to the very end... But I ain't suicidal, I like hanging out, going out for a while, I'm searching down an isle, cant find anything, no food or drink, but at least I have my friends, and we'll have each other's backs to the very end.. Hope fully I'm not broken, hopefully I can keep going, I found a way for my feelings to cope in, I found rap, and I'm showing out, chasing my dreams, I am going out, not being a fiend, my family is broke in and out, but they work constantly, and that has hardened me, showed me to never quit, never give in, imma chase my life, hopefully own a Benz, yeah... But I ain't suicidal, I like hanging out, going out for a while, I'm searching down an Isle, can't find anything, no food or drink, but at least I have my friends, we'll have each others backs to the very end... But I ain't suicidal, I like hanging out, going out for a while, I'm searching down an Isle, can't find anything, no food or drink, but at least I have my friends, we'll have each others backs to the very end