I can't hold back no more I ain't going to let people talk behind my back no more I'm tired of people making me feel like I ain't s*** let me let me catch you talk in that stick I hate you in your s*** I'll make you another b**** you just be another notch on the Belt how you supposed to know how I felt boohoo b**** you just another notch on my belt when I speak to you it feel like I'm speaking to myself I'm just trying to open up on the inside cuz you know I'm just not trying to be alone when I die I want someone to spend my life with and I ain't never try to disrespect you if it came off like I did you know I never let someone straight up disrespect you about you all the jewelry so you can Flex 2 I never knew how my life end up I always imagined I end up in the mud I'm tired of just trying to get by I'm going to make something of my life if I can I seen a lot of s*** growing up sometimes the kids never see some things that kids never go through your both know I'm just trying to preach you so you don't make the same mistakes I got three stab wounds in my stomach from a dude I used to call brother yeah we came from the same mother but we want blood sometimes I just feel sad son I never try to front all I ever did was try to live the best life I can you hating on me for that come at me bro