this is dedacated to be something more then just me created for you by something in my heart that don't function deep in my soul you're the only love that I know I never meant to let go run away so far from my home im so lost alone in this darkshade cold I reminisce on the days I so much Miss ohh dear mama how I wish I could vanish from all this life of bliss It's a hit and miss Scandalous to hard to handle life of Vandulls ..... this all I have you see my Pastime activity 4 me to be what's is only me comen from the love that I hold with in me constructed to be for my dear mama to see my my love and devotion thankful for the strength that you given me to face the struggle in steady forward motion never backing down they can never Break Me Now always looking up and never down I appreciate the man that you made out of me oh dear Mama I'm so sorry if I never made it to be what it was you intended for me to achive in this life of goals and dreams if I did not succeed to fulfill to proceed my full potential to be everything you ever wanted from me.... needs achieve my goals in my dreams my full potential to be potential and dreams and I apologize a million trillion thousand times for everyday I never called I ever made you cry. expectations goals and dreams and visions if I never made it to be your expectations goals and dreams and visions never would that change anything me down I spit so free with my pastime activity dedicated love I hold inside of me and my heart is something see what it is I hold inside of me passing off this time to spiting these flows rhymes of mines crimes to the Rhythm of what I know down within my inner heart and soul proceed to achieve and my one olny ohh dear mama and . and what it was we use to be.. to show you love and appreciation to give you thanks for this everyday life i Be facing what ever happened to me is 2 my dear Mama please forgive me being so wrong I've been gone for so long