I just want to live until I die but I swear to God I won't let my mama cry said I just want to live until I die but I swear to God I won't let my mama cry let my mama cry you don't know what I've been through can you vouch for all the s*** that I got into how can you say that I'm a liar you won't even there when I was put out on the streets and leaning on a prayer when i was younger i was deep off in that church thang until i seen one of the deacons buy some cocaine and then i seen him on the altar selling hope mane how can you do that when yo ass is smoking dope mane at that point I started living life with out a care i was a fool and would act an ass anywhere my mama passed when i was 8 so she won't really there but in my heart I tried to take her with me everywhere i would just roam around the city go all kind of places passed all kind of different people seen all kind of faces my shoes was feeling kind of tight so i took out my laces fucked around and tripped up and started catching cases first a larceny then there was a b&e but l didn't learn a lesson it was so much fun to me now i just sit and think back on the dummy me if i hadn't done that shit I did where would I be probly off in college out getting a higher knowledge instead im here writing these ryhmes bout what i should of accomplish i done sold it i done smoked it i done done it all but through it all my heart never seem to let me fall I remember when the kitchen smells like acetone that n**** dro was cutting dope cuz he was trying to ball now he dead and gone plus my mom and daddy too you ever realized that all you really had was you sure people would feed me some would even gemme shoes so I said that I would go and get it win or lose i don't what you been through in yo life just right and don't make yo mama cry