it begins with a open chapter not long after everyone fills with laughter if you wanna live, live for the moment yeah fight the opponent and make it potent everyone's got a story to tell but ain't everybody been through hell and back again everyone wants a friend but not everyone wants to go through the pain again love, lust and, torture keep beside you and learn from the mistakes keeping my head high and my personality higher you were my fire to the flame now everyone thinks I'm insane catch me when the suns blue and skies red I wont be surprised if I end up dead yeah I'm going insane knowing I wont be here again I got mr ex conmen at the door taking me away at the age of 4 telling you the truth because no one can handle an excuse I got handles and I still look obtuse been through abuse once or twice now I'm here trying to live a better life peace love and positivity just tryna make a life full of sobriety For all those going through pain get a grip and gain you gonna go far one day trust me I see it everyday haters are gonna hate but you gotta move on and find a better way I went from living in a dumpster to a grade A house on the hills nobody cared til now keep the real homies around they'll keep you up from a frown maybe turn you life inside out I went from being a druggy at the age of 12 switching my life around cuz I needed help