Alien Hemp

5 years ago

I've been kinda lost lately my life is falling apart completely don't even know who I use to b look in the mirror I don't see me (2x) lemme get myself back been on a depressive track for a while no hit my text up not even dial all of my emotions is one big pile I think I need to find my state of mind need to know what I want and how to find it I think my life is hard to define some times it feels like it ain't even mine bitxh you said you was my friend but you lie'n I've been kind of lost lately my life is falling apart completely don't even know who I used to be look in the mirror and I don't see me(2x) I go to school and hear the same old story oh man it's just a joke please don't worry they keep telling me the same thing every single day inside I'm ripping falling apart while everyone is laughing so hard hope you enjoy your last laughs while I last I go to the store just to buy when he said you're old enough girl I told him I don't give a fuk grab the gun loaded up put it to my brain pull the trigger now I'm done hope you all had your motherfuking fun the next day the world sees my tragedy and how all of you little bastard f***** up it's nice to see that at least for once the blame wasn't put on me UC suicide wasn't because I did it it was because they push me to my limit you see when I was born a baby I grew up to be a girl supposed to be a woman but that story was destroyed see lately I've been paranoid but you guys got me annoyed to the point where I ended as a girl supposed to be a woman supposed to stand my ground but look where I am now 6 feet underground screaming for help and crying out loud wishing things were different than they turned out because some little bastards bullied me and put me down gave the devil my crown while he sits on his throne I burn in hell I wish things were different wish I could switch up but it's already too late you made me f*** up I've been kind of lost lately my life is falling apart completely don't even know who I used to be look in the mirror and I don't see me