when I was as big as fat Ablett , I ditched school tried to get a job But i was in a bad place Bad mind state, feeling bad about my self Not a chance that ide fit in, Not a choice how to change that Alot of built up rage, and i wanted to get back. No methods of venting so i chose to reange that. But was i full of crap Or caught my self in a bigger trap Idk but i wonder why The fuck i cant help my self Or wonder why my cloths didnt fit on right Went to the cloths store but all of them were the wrong size I hated my body and the slob i became i hated the bad feelings that was made From one day i left i knew my life woukd never be the same again So for why so long did i torcher my self Everyones problems landed, on my self How could i give out help when i was the one needing help to finaly work on my self I dont know i must of been kidding my self Really, or feeding my self silly. Being a glutten for every food that i coukd digest easy, before it comes out of my belly ehh So i puked up after every meal it was simitry about 5 mins after every meal consistanly. Got told to stop doing this to my self or get out of this house instanly. Yeah i tried, and i tried and i lied to my self again No actions to my words, and made my situation worse much worse again So why did i do this to my self, Why did i hurt this being Why didnt i man up and face my problems Before i let them win em x2 And achaully try and help my self out Try and help my self out Self out, Self out Like ted you pulled up your fucking act, And stop being what people want. Be who you are and flornt what you want and all the other people can get fucked