#2019 #bmbest #2019heat #2019fire #fire #battleme #maddabbers im not in the mood for friends I cant take more death my mind is in a bend i can barely comprehend Oh lawd my flesh does possess the fresh depression I wonder how long this session will- be off to ther-rapy a liittle past fourth I stare at the corps My homie O'D' which put me on the edge just staring blankly. I press on.. or at least. i try to do the motions i couldnt be more robotic i was a locomotion of emotion i was hypnotic borderline psychotic full of regret I almost forgot I was chosen i was chosen by god to be on this holy path it feels frozen full of corrosion even some more erosion to my emotions just a single implosion yuh' no more promotion uh uh how about a demotion yuh now how about that notion. uh uh you lost your brother your homie your best friend your job your ability to have compassion now i got to ration my sociability im only filled with hostility i have lost my civility human emotion is hard to relate to to much volatility like the crypto markets bitcoin rockets and plummets cool to be in the darkness in the shadows untraceable judging by the compass we should point the trumpets click clack this is jacked hact oh its a fact mad knack clip clack im mad i react i will attack didnt think twice while you thought thrice im like dice packed racked sakked dammed slammed original irresistible. unpredictable so typical huh irony of my poetry it be spirally mite. be tirelessly spite lifelessly just trying to be private of this tirelessly dynasty Im not in the mood for friends now