You don't think things in your life can go this wrong But I think you can never really tell what's around the corner Yeah . Yeah Life can just be cruel sometimes So what's your story huh I'm sitting alone on my own staring at the TV 2 am with my phone I've text the same message out twice and twice I delete Another fucking stupid tweet Another second I repeat . My heads is like a prison and I can't sleep Waiter please a cocktail please add some depression isolation and anxietys Stir it up mix it up for me Im intoxicated Drunk on my own hate It's no wonder I don't sleep I swallow up hate I'm drowning at these seas The oceans are rough I don't think I can take this Think that I've had enough I think that I have had enough And if you new to how the reasons why Let's rewind and listen up I've always been a family man and family is all I have been You'd never see me speaking I'll of anyone who'se close to me But then something dreadfull occurred new year January My brother attempted suicide and he's only aged just 18 I was running around the streets at half past 3 the night was shifting mind playing tricks on me I thought I saw his body floating in the waters down below I thought I lost my best friend and I knew that I would never cope Well thank god it wasn't him it was just inside my mind we found him an hour later jumped infornt of traffic mind Almost lost his life we didn't speak for fucking weeks but now he's getting better slowly I'll always love my family But I'm Fine I'm not depressed I'm fine Yeah don't worry what's next My gf never thought that it be you you hurt yourself once before but that wa sin the past its true Every couple argue but you take it to new extremes You tried to cut your arm apart two days ago when you with me and today we'll its my birthday and I've never felt so fucking sad I think if I had lost you I'd drive myself so fucking mad So I hope that you get better cause helping you is helping me Why is everyone so depressed or do I pretend to be happy I lost my baby in February a year ago and it always stays Inside my mind but I couldn't do what my gf did to fucking me . I guess I'll truly not know what goes on inside there minds but all I know is I'm fine I'm not depressed I'm fine Yeah don't worry what is next