too many things on mind wishing i could go back in time Cause im not feeling right now too many things i seen wi my eyes watched my mam cry seen my brothers die wishing things were bright now I hope i see the light now wakeup in the morning gotta pull the blinds down Guess im not ready for that right now Too many times wide awake thinking bout my life before today Gotta find god but i gotta pray Gotta stay calm on the chair Wanna see everyone smile but everyone is vile trust issues got me feeling me wild Be onto a girl then jump on the other You dont know what im like now I dont think its right tho if a women wants to be a right hoe If you think its right Hell no I dont care if you smoke green I dont want someone who leaves me on the seen Who leaves after gettin some D Givin me kiss on the cheek Then gettin her knees Find me a girl of my dreams Maybe im too young for that right now Wishing i could have it right now I cant sleep from thinking deep Talk is cheap you will hear me weap you can see but i cant speak Im sick of me And i still feel i dont own here i wish i can die cause i dont feel Whats fake from the real No one ever fucked wi me