killing yourself gods word

there is no love in my corner can't be I an't finding oh Lord just give a choice to find my voice I look up above for ur love fly like a dove but i fall hard just waiting to be caught where is the love no i can't play cards right be a alone once again you are love but this world can't be seen you are up above living done reliving this life tell me there is no one but you love why can't I just do right I'm afraid to go on with out you love me and me you i just wanna be free of this demons in me so i an't proud i cut take this demons outta me