Why is life hard I'm rapping through my heart I'm glad I had to depart It's a new start Man it's crazy first I was lazy Then I was a little crazy Been out of my head lately Said I'll never have a baby But will I maybe These girls be so fake Lying saying I talk nasty Wow Girls said I raped them How when I wasn't around them I started to act a little shady But was I hm maybe Dad said I need to talk to you Then I got a little shaky Told me I said something nasty That's when he asked me my voice got raspy He look hella angry I got nervous Felt below the surface Told him all we did He thought I was lying Just why was I trying Then he hit me constantly I was saying the truth honestly He said get out the car We didn't walk far My ma saw my scar She started yelling My bro and sisters started crying I got madder and madder They got sadder and sadder Other people came over Trying to help They saw my face starting to swell With all I've done am I going to hell Or will I end up in a cell I thought doesn't that ring a bell I started to not feel well Ma said she was done Went to our auntie house to chill And get away