why is life so hard that seems/ my eyes see only garbage that it means/ I have bad self esteem /so pardon me please/im starting to believe/ there is just, no other option for me/if I keep pouring my heart in my dream s/living in the garden/ with eve/ I forgot what means/ I turn thoughts into these/ fraud sense of beliefes/ caught in dream / asleep ignoring life/ even the oxygen I breathe is not what it seems/ See I've just remembered what you'll/ have forgotten to see/ realize who's behind the eyes and who sees/ realize it's all lies you've been deceived/ life is not what you think/ theres alot more going on behind the scenes/ Think/